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Boredom..

2006-11-12T12:33:00.000Z

Just wanted to post a few words in this blog although i don't really feel like saying anything constructive...

I can't wait to get my hands on the new Josh Groban "Awake" cd... i should ask a friend to buy it for me.. hehehe

Current blogs that i'm reading:
1. www.bruneiresources.blogspot.com
2. www.xiaxue.blogspot.com
3. www.perezhilton.com

Need to be updated with the current news...

Rain looks like ME!!!!!

2006-11-12T11:34:00.000Z

http://www.myheritage.com

Daylight arrest

2005-04-11T15:53:00.000+01:00

I was shocked to my knees on what i had witnessed today. There i was, minding my own business, waiting at the the bus stop, slowly edging my earphones out of my bag when suddenly i hear this voice saying, "You're under arrest... i said, put your hands against the wall..."
Innocently thinking that it was a friend doing a prank on another friend, i turned around and saw that the whole scene was in fact, NOT fake. There i was standing with my mouth open like a fish screaming for air because i couldn't believe what was happening. The police dude was practically undercover and if you didn't know any better you would've thought he was a civillian like the rest of us.. hahah.. i couldn't help but also notice that he was really cute! OK, back to my story. There he was pinning this arab-looking guy to the wall of the bus stop and strapping the metallic silver handcuffs on his wrists. Both men struggled but the police dude was bigger than the arab-guy so obviously the former had no way of undermining his opponent but resisted anyway (wrong move!!) so, he eventually got pinned to the ground whilst struggling and whined and winced in pain.

I have to say though, while watching that spectacle, i managed to miss a few busses that i could've jumped on but heck, what are the chances that a live arrest would happen at your local bus stop?
Any hoo.. i'm just glad that it wasn't me that got busted (not that i've done any serious law offences in my life) but i do pity the arab-guy: He had his freshly pressed white shirt on.

Papercuts

2005-03-11T10:21:00.000Z

Hey all.. its been a hectic week for me.. what with all the endless assignments and deadlines it almost killed my social life, let alone a decent conversation. *sigh* i figure that's what you get out of student life and yes, there are the good and bad points. I just hope that by the end of this semester i'll still remember how to speak with the people around me as i find myself being cooped up in my room days without even speaking to them.

Anyway, what with all that spending time alone, you begin to realize so many different things in life. I noticed how prone i was to getting the littlelest papercut and winced at the pain that it endured on me. How on earth was it able to give me such torment? I counted all the red lines and skin peeling on my fingers and it totaled up to 5 in just one day. Ouch! The pain, the agony! Honestly, all those hand-creams i've spent on.... couldn't it even protect my lovely fingers?? What was even more weird was that i had a minute premonition that the lovely crisp new papers would inevitably give me one but did i even stop to flick the pages properly? The answer, no.

You see, this is exactly the case where we humans are just playing plain ignorance to your own instincts...! If you think about it, human beings are capable of saving themselves (this is my own theory), it's just whether or not we choose to see the signs before it actually happened. Either that, we human beings just plain lazy and there is a choice between these two, why not choose being lazy to the latter. After all, being lazy doesn't take much effort does it?

Coffee~Sleep~Dancing

2005-02-23T17:52:00.000Z

Hey all...

Just finished the four hour lectures... and bloody hell am i knackered! My breath stinks of after coffee-breath, ahh.. the ritual and habit of trying, TRYING, to stay awake and alert during lectures. (Need gum... *gasp*)

Oh what with all the assignments and reading, no wonder i couldn't keep myself awake sometimes.. it amazes me somehow that i can manage to stay wide awake when there's something to watch on tv but put my head in textbooks, hmph, expect no less than 5 minutes and i'm off to la-la land.... comes to show how i can manage my attention span huh?

So, does coffee work? No, not really... i constantly find myself slowly spacing out and find words being spoken by Andrew (my lecturer) quite unintelligible but i force myself to concentrate and look as if i understand the theory of structures in intransitive and transitive verbs...hmm.. not to mention, a new terminology, "clitics..." which means, (i won't go to further details zzzz....) ahh... what trouble a linguist goes through to explain certain facts in language...!

I find myself counting the hours that i need to catch up with and i'm amaze at how little of sleeping hours i've been getting. Hey, it takes 8 hours of sleep to rejuvenate doesn't it? But where do i find the time? My friend keeps on telling me that its part of your beauty regime and apparently it works for her. *sigh* hearing her say that, its no wonder i suddenly realise that dark circles are slowly appearing below my eyes... *acckk...!help!...* ~need sleep..~

Belly-dancing.. a new resolution for me... yes, people, i've taken the initiative to actually joined the belly dancing class.. haha... imagine me trying to seduce future accquantainces with my shaking hips?? har..har... ah, well, at least its another attempt of mine to actually try to keep in shape during this winter season... plus, it could be fun anyway...

A toned new me?

2005-02-11T01:57:00.000Z

I've been stressing to myself that i need the exercise... so, this time i'm gonna do it and i'm hoping i'll stick to it.!

Wish me luck!!

Muahzzz....

Loving "Do something!"

2005-02-11T01:49:00.000Z

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Britney is sexy as ever... toned tummy here i come!!! haks...

~2005~

2005-02-11T01:12:00.000Z

hey hey all!!! been ages since my last blog... hhaahha.. guess im not soo good in writing the daily whims and whams in watsitsgoinons in my life! so yes... a very happy new year 2005... coincidentally yesterday was chinese new year so gong xi fa cai to those celebrating chinese new year.. and a very happy muharram 1426 to all the muslims!! wow!!.... so many things happening in so little time!

So, ok... how's me? Ok i guess... im just slowly settling in to the idea that i am no longer in my undergraduate years but in fact, as a matter of factly be considered as SENIOR... arrgghh... funnily enough though, i also found out that i was the youngest in the MA course... it was strange that my initial thought was that everyone in the course was roughly the same age. Then after spending time with them, i find out that this really pretty iraqian friend of mind is a divorcee at 24!! Hmmm... kinda makes me feel pathetic with my love life at the moment cos i'm no where near that stage (*touch wood* hell no would i want to be a divorcee)

I also kinda fancied this really cute Persian guy in my course... imagine dark hair, bushy eyebrows (nicely trimmed though), luscious eyelashes... and oh-that-sweet-smile...! Apart from that, he was a recently graduate from Cambridge! wuuhuuu.... *ding*ding*..... handsome annnnddd clever!... and then, there i was fancying him for like 2 weeks into the course....i got to know him better and we went out for random lunch breaks and had coffee almost 3 times in a week.... hahahah.... i also found out he was single so, yaaayy....!
Then it hit me that there was a possibility that something might happen between us if i made a move... that is, until i found out... yes people.. yes... its unbearably ironic.... the phrase that Robbie Williams uses: "all the handsome men are gay..." is god-forsakenly TRUE!.. oh, the pain, the agony... the humiliation!!!! Nooooooooooo!!!!!!!.....hahaha, yeh, i'm over-dramatizing!...
Luckily enough feelings didn't run deep enough YET...~! So, i'm ok with the fact that my good loooking coursemate is gay...!

So, looking at all this, i ask the question: Are the non-good-looking ones left for us women??
(I hope for my sake, and all you beautiful people, this isn't true... pray, it isn't true)

I apologise for not making sense in this blog... hahahha.... this is me, off to catch my zzzsss....

2004-10-31T13:10:00.000Z

OK, let's see... it's been more than half a year since i blogged and frankly life couldn't have sped much quicker than it usually does. So, i had my nice trip with Shirl and Datul in Amsterdam and i'm so happy and glad that i went.. it was the best few days of my life and i enjoyed every minute of my time there. Then speeding up to copious amount of work during my final year, i managed to finish with a great sigh of relief.

Then i packed my bags and presto! there i was spending my summer holidays in lovely brunei.. ahh.. bliss.... then waited around for the big day where they'll be sending my results and i thank god i succeeded with a second upper degree and it then struck me that damn* i'm a graduate! It's a weird feeling i have to say because i didnt really feel graduated, you could say.. i dont know, maybe it's just me.. i mean, how are you suppose to feel? I guess i can't deny i was over the moon but i think my parents were much more in the moon than i was..(hahahah) so, in a way, i was glad that i made them happy and proud.

Ok, so there i was living the life, i suddenly get this phone call from my bursars i.e. the MOE and they told me that i'd have to start working straight away. I was thinking to myself... what? me? work? i mean, i know i'd eventually have to start sooner or later but i was thinking "don't i get to do a bit of training first or something??" by the way, what they meant by start working was more like start TEACHING... god, i was terrified out of my boots. If you consider the situation i was in it was more like doing an experiment when you don't really know how... i mean, visualise me, a rookie, who had just recently graduated then suddenly you are told that you'd be teaching in a secondary school the next day. HELP! Apart from that, i was given an official letter stating that from this day... i will now be officially stated as a "pegawai pelajaran" which means education officer... hey, title sounds cool, but it practically means that people can start calling me TEACHER! OH, MY GOD!

So i guess i panicked because it was like this huge barrier placed around me, i was no longer free to do whatever i liked and furthermore they stressed that teachers should act and dress appropriately! I was given 3 classes to start with and lo and behold, each class was more than 30 students..(crickey!) so totalling up.. i had 120 individuals to get to know and teach at the same time. I have to say, teaching a bunch of secondary students is not as easy as it seems... imagine 120 hormone raging driven teenagers greeting me with their good mornings and afternoons!

2004-03-30T18:37:00.000+01:00

Booorrrriinnngg....... i'm actually waiting for my laundry to spin around and rinse itself with the huge amount of detergent that i poured in.. thank god there's an internet cafe next door otherwise i'd be yawning away and daydreaming in the lauderette! ahahaaa......
Seeing shirley and datul tommorrow so hopefully it's nice and sunny so dat we can show off our shades..in AMSTERDAM!!
Man, i do need this break eventhough it's only for a few days.. it's high time i become a tourist.. mwahah..
I guess my laundry's done now all it needs is a spin in the dryer.....

2004-03-25T14:17:00.000Z

Ho hummmm.... it's been ages since my last blog.... Life has been pretty hectic with assignments and courseworks due... and i just handed in my last one due this month... Next month will be the same cycle until i actually finish my undergraduate studies which is in 5 more weeks!!!! OMG!!! Can u believe it???? It's weird that although i finish in May i don't graduate until November which is i think pretty odd.. You'd usually graduate in July or August but November???? I'd probably be starting my postgraduate semester by then so.. techinically i would have not yet graduated. WEEE... ERRDDDD....
Well, at least in between, i get to enjoy the nice hot Bruneian sun ahhh...... utter bliss* (hmm.... although i might complain when it really IS too hot! hahahaah...)
That reminds me... shirley currently being in Amsterdam.... girl... can't wait to join you cos baby.... i'm coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahahah.... i'm actually going to Amsterdam with saadatul and hopefully weather-wise... it's nice and sunny.... Our plans are to visit the Red-light district ahahahah..... so that'll be cool!! I AM SOOO..... ISKI!!! I wanna go now!! Ahahah... i could.... but unfortunately i've still got a lecture next Tuesday which i don't want to miss so i'll be leaving the next day!!

Wow... my heart is actually fluttering on the prospect of going off on holiday and boy, do i need one! Hmmm... i wonder if Dutch men are eye-candy enough for me?? hehehe.......

2004-03-09T15:04:00.000Z

*sigh* what a hectic weekend it has been!! Went to the bruneian national day celebration in cardiff and i have to say, we Bruneians are pretty talented. Who would've thought those meek and sweet-looking girls would look so good when they thrash men using the silat technique! Handal kali ah! The drama skit was also pretty good and they did a parody of Nakhoda Manis... interesting! Although the whole point of going to the celebration was to boy watch, i have to apologise in advance and say "where are the cute boys???" God forbid i looked my best on the day and what do i get? Nothin much in terms of eye-candy!! Arrghhh... i hate sounding this pathetic!

Nontheless, we out to this place to play bowling and i had a hell of a time! I had soooo much fun and i managed two strikes which is basically the highlight of my game! Ahah....

Anyway, i can't dismiss the fact that being in London creates this curse of not being able to live elsewhere other than London! Seriously, everytime i go outside London, i come back gratefully saying that i'm in London and not anywhere else!

Now why is that? Is it because i'm so used to the idea of getting easily from place-to-place? Or is it living in Brunei Hall? Is it even the food? The familiarity? Do i love being in London too much? Or have i fallen into the category of being a "London-Chick?"

I find it really is a weird phenomenon and often i also find that my London buddies feel the same way... Hmmm... i wonder if non-londeners feel the same way when they come over to London instead??

Oh well....

Had netball practice straight away when i got back from Cardiff... and i was dead knackered after a 3 hour game.. *phew* I have to say the team is doing pretty well so hopefully we'll be able to kick some asses during the tournament! Go PINK LADIES!! (yeah, we took it from Grease!)
Ot will be up to people to judge how "pink" we look cos the team's going pink all the way!

God, i'm starving! That's just the problem with cold weather.. it's makes you feel like u wanna eat and eat and eat and then sleep! Arghh.... its a vicious cycle i tell you...

Anyhow, i think i've rambled on way too much today. On the positive sides of things,I just discovered a new motto for life:

"Impossible is NOT a fact, it's an OPINION!"

So, there, nothing is impossible!

2004-02-29T22:34:00.000Z

Today's not too bad... OMG.. i haven't done ANY proper work these past few weeks! Sasakku... what is wrong with me?? Man, i'm waaayyy enjoying myself... and with constant traning for netball, i always seem to feel dat everyday is a weekend! Went to the UCL Malaysian society night and watched my cousin perform..boleh tahan jua her singing and the play was not too bad... £5 and i think half of it goes to charity so its all for a good cause... Didn't see any hot guys but at least i enjoyed myself which is the important thing!

There's this new place where we seem to hang out nowadays called the Beirut Express cos it stays open till 3 am and there's this particular waiter who is just so bloody rude just because a friend of mine didn't want to "layan" him .... urrgghhh... can u believe he actually told us to keep it down???? In a bloody restaurant!!!!! A fast-food restaurant!!!!!! Atu kan we were regular customers!! Sudah atu he told us to order, eat and leave ASAP cos the place was getting full! "HOW RUDE!!" Urgh... after that, i swore that we're not paying money to eat in that bloody place anymore!! Honestly, i dont understand the treatment he gives us!
Hmmm... so now we have to find a hangout place that opens till late night... urghhhhhh the tediousness of doing it! Ahahahah....
I can't wait till next weekend though cos it's the Cardiff cultural celebration and u know what that means??? hahaha... BOY-WATCHING and hopefully there will be eligible bachelors to see and flirt with!! Aha.. the minx in me has come out!!!

Orite.. i need to log off now... this internet shop only stays open till 11pm at night!!

2004-02-25T10:09:00.000Z

U guys!!!!!!! I AM SICK!!! I think i really pushed my limit when i fasted AND played netball with my black and blue bruises in the freezing cold!! Kambang eh, think i'm unstoppable.. see, dats the problem with people like me who think they're just way invincible.... ahahahahha.....

God!! I want to get well ASAP cos there's tonnes of work for me to do and i don't want to slag off!! Apart from that i need to prepare for a mini presentation for tommorrow which i haven't started at all!!! Aaarrgghhhhh........ how? how??

Well, i guess i need to start on work and not babble on and on in this internet shop ahahahha....

P/S: Are u guys goin to the Cardiff gathering??? I know i am and can't wait for all the boy-watching!! :)

2004-02-24T14:04:00.000Z

Just ended my reading week and i am sooo..... LAZY!!!! Can't believe that i didn't any work at all! Hahha... well, what am i complaining anyway.. it's not like i didn't enjoy myself... in fact, i've had one of the best weekends/reading week ever!! I've been up and running and i mean running! Whew... all that netball training really force you to run... finally i work my butt off for sweat! Ahaks... and in addition to that paintball was wicked! Although i did bruise alot from all those f**ckers that shot me!! Damn... now my legs look as if i've been badly abused.. i mean the bruises are HUGE and blue-green.. and at the moment there's about 4 on my left leg and another 4 on my right thigh! Hmm... at least it's winter so i have another reason for not wearing skirts anyway.. haha.. excuses..excuses..
Another plus point during paintball was the boy-watching!! And helllooooo (phewittt)..... loads of gorgeous guys and may i say.. there ARE cute bruneian guys somewhere from either 1) Scotland 2) Cardiff 3) Nottingham 4) Manchester 5) Southampton so shirl n dallie..... go find them!! eheheheheh...... So far, i've got my eyes on (********) wahahahhah so i've limited myself... Oh, and this Bulgarian guy from Nottingham was seriously H.O.T (macam Bruneian-Malay lagitu) and had the most gorgeous smile ever!!! *sigh* If only..............
This weekend i'm off to see the UCL Malaysian night so hopefully more boy-watching! ahah.... BLESS.... cos u know i like it HOT!!!

Cheerio! xxx

2004-02-10T13:46:00.000Z

I AM OFFICIALLY A STICKLER!!!
hahah... i bought "Eat, shoots and leaves" by Lynne Truss and well, well, Dallie and Shirl i guess we're one of those people who can't stand all those "so-called-minor" grammatical errors. Man, sometimes its just blatantly in your face that those errors are made by these English people anyway! They have some nerve to always telling us to use the "correct" English when their own grammar are right down s**t!
e.g. i were thinking...
you misses me... {argh!}
GET IT RIGHT PEOPLE!
Hmm... i can't believe i just said that (hahah) and i happen to be a linguist- how ironic! *hiks*

2004-02-10T13:33:00.000Z

Been a while since i've posted anything... weekend was good.. played 4 straight games of netball! OMG.. my body still aches from the constant running and jumping! I was actually on an adrenaline rush and playing the game got me really hooked and lordy, never realised i was a good defender! hahah... the phrase "you learn new things everyday" springs into mind.! Can't believe it's valentine's this weekend (how DEPRESSING!) hahaha... well, at least i'm seeing Jason Mraz the following Monday which is a reading week for me. Unfortunately, the work load seems to pile up and i'm constantly agonizing over it! Help!!!!............. On the brighter side, i keep on thinking that this time next year i could hover the prospect of working somewhere in Brunei! wahhhhhh..... man, i still feel i'm too young to work! If not working, i'll probably be here doing a postgraduate degree which is what i intend to do...
Another killer idea on how my life's running is that a week from now is Madpaintball week and i have a feeling it will BE MAD!! Argh, add that to extra training for the netball touney in Nottingham this March! Yup people, i have been signed up for the Nottingham games so expect me to pop by and c Dallie or even SHirl!!!
God! I'm actually starving so i guess it calls for me to stop babbling about my life and go work my butt to grab my grub! wahah...
Cheers y'all...

2004-02-05T13:04:00.000Z

in uni at the moment... quite a dreary and rainy day today.. although its good that the weather is quite warm despite everything *hiks* ahh... wore my blazer and hey... compliments everywhere!! GRRREEEAATT..... worth every penny.. ahahah... what a way to boost your self esteem huh>? am wearing my blazer again today n wahey.... more heads are turning! hmm.. it could be because i was watching sex n the city last nite and got pointers from carrie bradshaw! ahahss...plus i teamed it with my high-heeled boots(a killer, but worth it!) and great pair of new jeans... GOD, i am so VAIn!!
Nothin goin on apart from dat except that i have a long afternoon lecture till 5!! iskkhh... hopefully it'll be interesting and i'll not fall asleep!heheh....

2004-02-02T19:05:00.000Z

2nd February 2004
You guys.. nothing going on in my life at the moment... can't believe i almost forgot my username hahah...
Woke up around ten and lazed about and starved cos i just couldn't be bothered to go out and buy something to eat! hahah... that's how lazy i am.. I've fed myself now eating brunei hall food (not that great actually!) but hey, edible the least.. Enjoyed my wkend trip from NOttingham and the reminiscing of the good ol' days with Shirley and Dallie (love u guys!)
I'm planning on going to see Jason Mraz this 16th.. hopefully the tickets aren't sold out.
I start uni tommorrow and i'm gonna wear my new blazer!! hahah.. man, i will look HOT!! :p

2004-02-01T12:29:00.000Z

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2004-02-01T12:01:00.000Z

im in nottingham with shirley and dallie!