Boredom..

Just wanted to post a few words in this blog although i don't really feel like saying anything constructive...

I can't wait to get my hands on the new Josh Groban "Awake" cd... i should ask a friend to buy it for me.. hehehe

Current blogs that i'm reading:
1. www.bruneiresources.blogspot.com
2. www.xiaxue.blogspot.com
3. www.perezhilton.com

Need to be updated with the current news...

Rain looks like ME!!!!!

http://www.myheritage.com

Daylight arrest

I was shocked to my knees on what i had witnessed today. There i was, minding my own business, waiting at the the bus stop, slowly edging my earphones out of my bag when suddenly i hear this voice saying, "You're under arrest... i said, put your hands against the wall..."
Innocently thinking that it was a friend doing a prank on another friend, i turned around and saw that the whole scene was in fact, NOT fake. There i was standing with my mouth open like a fish screaming for air because i couldn't believe what was happening. The police dude was practically undercover and if you didn't know any better you would've thought he was a civillian like the rest of us.. hahah.. i couldn't help but also notice that he was really cute! OK, back to my story. There he was pinning this arab-looking guy to the wall of the bus stop and strapping the metallic silver handcuffs on his wrists. Both men struggled but the police dude was bigger than the arab-guy so obviously the former had no way of undermining his opponent but resisted anyway (wrong move!!) so, he eventually got pinned to the ground whilst struggling and whined and winced in pain.

I have to say though, while watching that spectacle, i managed to miss a few busses that i could've jumped on but heck, what are the chances that a live arrest would happen at your local bus stop?
Any hoo.. i'm just glad that it wasn't me that got busted (not that i've done any serious law offences in my life) but i do pity the arab-guy: He had his freshly pressed white shirt on.

Papercuts

Hey all.. its been a hectic week for me.. what with all the endless assignments and deadlines it almost killed my social life, let alone a decent conversation. *sigh* i figure that's what you get out of student life and yes, there are the good and bad points. I just hope that by the end of this semester i'll still remember how to speak with the people around me as i find myself being cooped up in my room days without even speaking to them.

Anyway, what with all that spending time alone, you begin to realize so many different things in life. I noticed how prone i was to getting the littlelest papercut and winced at the pain that it endured on me. How on earth was it able to give me such torment? I counted all the red lines and skin peeling on my fingers and it totaled up to 5 in just one day. Ouch! The pain, the agony! Honestly, all those hand-creams i've spent on.... couldn't it even protect my lovely fingers?? What was even more weird was that i had a minute premonition that the lovely crisp new papers would inevitably give me one but did i even stop to flick the pages properly? The answer, no.

You see, this is exactly the case where we humans are just playing plain ignorance to your own instincts...! If you think about it, human beings are capable of saving themselves (this is my own theory), it's just whether or not we choose to see the signs before it actually happened. Either that, we human beings just plain lazy and there is a choice between these two, why not choose being lazy to the latter. After all, being lazy doesn't take much effort does it?

Coffee~Sleep~Dancing

Hey all...

Just finished the four hour lectures... and bloody hell am i knackered! My breath stinks of after coffee-breath, ahh.. the ritual and habit of trying, TRYING, to stay awake and alert during lectures. (Need gum... *gasp*)

Oh what with all the assignments and reading, no wonder i couldn't keep myself awake sometimes.. it amazes me somehow that i can manage to stay wide awake when there's something to watch on tv but put my head in textbooks, hmph, expect no less than 5 minutes and i'm off to la-la land.... comes to show how i can manage my attention span huh?

So, does coffee work? No, not really... i constantly find myself slowly spacing out and find words being spoken by Andrew (my lecturer) quite unintelligible but i force myself to concentrate and look as if i understand the theory of structures in intransitive and transitive verbs...hmm.. not to mention, a new terminology, "clitics..." which means, (i won't go to further details zzzz....) ahh... what trouble a linguist goes through to explain certain facts in language...!

I find myself counting the hours that i need to catch up with and i'm amaze at how little of sleeping hours i've been getting. Hey, it takes 8 hours of sleep to rejuvenate doesn't it? But where do i find the time? My friend keeps on telling me that its part of your beauty regime and apparently it works for her. *sigh* hearing her say that, its no wonder i suddenly realise that dark circles are slowly appearing below my eyes... *acckk...!help!...* ~need sleep..~

Belly-dancing.. a new resolution for me... yes, people, i've taken the initiative to actually joined the belly dancing class.. haha... imagine me trying to seduce future accquantainces with my shaking hips?? har..har... ah, well, at least its another attempt of mine to actually try to keep in shape during this winter season... plus, it could be fun anyway...

A toned new me?

I've been stressing to myself that i need the exercise... so, this time i'm gonna do it and i'm hoping i'll stick to it.!

Wish me luck!!

Muahzzz....

Loving "Do something!"

br>
Video code provided by MusicVideoCodes.com



Britney is sexy as ever... toned tummy here i come!!! haks...

~2005~

hey hey all!!! been ages since my last blog... hhaahha.. guess im not soo good in writing the daily whims and whams in watsitsgoinons in my life! so yes... a very happy new year 2005... coincidentally yesterday was chinese new year so gong xi fa cai to those celebrating chinese new year.. and a very happy muharram 1426 to all the muslims!! wow!!.... so many things happening in so little time!

So, ok... how's me? Ok i guess... im just slowly settling in to the idea that i am no longer in my undergraduate years but in fact, as a matter of factly be considered as SENIOR... arrgghh... funnily enough though, i also found out that i was the youngest in the MA course... it was strange that my initial thought was that everyone in the course was roughly the same age. Then after spending time with them, i find out that this really pretty iraqian friend of mind is a divorcee at 24!! Hmmm... kinda makes me feel pathetic with my love life at the moment cos i'm no where near that stage (*touch wood* hell no would i want to be a divorcee)

I also kinda fancied this really cute Persian guy in my course... imagine dark hair, bushy eyebrows (nicely trimmed though), luscious eyelashes... and oh-that-sweet-smile...! Apart from that, he was a recently graduate from Cambridge! wuuhuuu.... *ding*ding*..... handsome annnnddd clever!... and then, there i was fancying him for like 2 weeks into the course....i got to know him better and we went out for random lunch breaks and had coffee almost 3 times in a week.... hahahah.... i also found out he was single so, yaaayy....!
Then it hit me that there was a possibility that something might happen between us if i made a move... that is, until i found out... yes people.. yes... its unbearably ironic.... the phrase that Robbie Williams uses: "all the handsome men are gay..." is god-forsakenly TRUE!.. oh, the pain, the agony... the humiliation!!!! Nooooooooooo!!!!!!!.....hahaha, yeh, i'm over-dramatizing!...
Luckily enough feelings didn't run deep enough YET...~! So, i'm ok with the fact that my good loooking coursemate is gay...!

So, looking at all this, i ask the question: Are the non-good-looking ones left for us women??
(I hope for my sake, and all you beautiful people, this isn't true... pray, it isn't true)

I apologise for not making sense in this blog... hahahha.... this is me, off to catch my zzzsss....

OK, let's see... it's been more than half a year since i blogged and frankly life couldn't have sped much quicker than it usually does. So, i had my nice trip with Shirl and Datul in Amsterdam and i'm so happy and glad that i went.. it was the best few days of my life and i enjoyed every minute of my time there. Then speeding up to copious amount of work during my final year, i managed to finish with a great sigh of relief.

Then i packed my bags and presto! there i was spending my summer holidays in lovely brunei.. ahh.. bliss.... then waited around for the big day where they'll be sending my results and i thank god i succeeded with a second upper degree and it then struck me that damn* i'm a graduate! It's a weird feeling i have to say because i didnt really feel graduated, you could say.. i dont know, maybe it's just me.. i mean, how are you suppose to feel? I guess i can't deny i was over the moon but i think my parents were much more in the moon than i was..(hahahah) so, in a way, i was glad that i made them happy and proud.

Ok, so there i was living the life, i suddenly get this phone call from my bursars i.e. the MOE and they told me that i'd have to start working straight away. I was thinking to myself... what? me? work? i mean, i know i'd eventually have to start sooner or later but i was thinking "don't i get to do a bit of training first or something??" by the way, what they meant by start working was more like start TEACHING... god, i was terrified out of my boots. If you consider the situation i was in it was more like doing an experiment when you don't really know how... i mean, visualise me, a rookie, who had just recently graduated then suddenly you are told that you'd be teaching in a secondary school the next day. HELP! Apart from that, i was given an official letter stating that from this day... i will now be officially stated as a "pegawai pelajaran" which means education officer... hey, title sounds cool, but it practically means that people can start calling me TEACHER! OH, MY GOD!

So i guess i panicked because it was like this huge barrier placed around me, i was no longer free to do whatever i liked and furthermore they stressed that teachers should act and dress appropriately! I was given 3 classes to start with and lo and behold, each class was more than 30 students..(crickey!) so totalling up.. i had 120 individuals to get to know and teach at the same time. I have to say, teaching a bunch of secondary students is not as easy as it seems... imagine 120 hormone raging driven teenagers greeting me with their good mornings and afternoons!

Booorrrriinnngg....... i'm actually waiting for my laundry to spin around and rinse itself with the huge amount of detergent that i poured in.. thank god there's an internet cafe next door otherwise i'd be yawning away and daydreaming in the lauderette! ahahaaa......
Seeing shirley and datul tommorrow so hopefully it's nice and sunny so dat we can show off our shades..in AMSTERDAM!!
Man, i do need this break eventhough it's only for a few days.. it's high time i become a tourist.. mwahah..
I guess my laundry's done now all it needs is a spin in the dryer.....